today i read an article called "death and the salemen", it described the process of death industry, which also involves lifegem(the remains of a love one is put into a diamond), cryogenics, and mummification. did you know that appox. 370,000 gallons of embalming fluid is used every year, and one of these fluids is formaldehyde, a very harmful carcinogen. back in the early days of settlement embalming was done by family members at home, but now it is done away from home by people who see your love one as a manikin for a touch up. slowly the perception of death is changing. i could not help but think, if the death has become such of a nuisance to society and then what will happen to the Resurrection?

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Random Facts for those who want to know:
1. I like puffed cheesedoodles and milk. its yummy
2. Im happiest eating.
3. I show affection in weird ways. punching, biting, scratching, slapping, pinching.... this cant be healthy
4. My brother acts like an idiot, but hes a genious, got the brains in the family... im jealous
5. I really dont like food as a bday or christmas gift. I rather have something to remember
6. Since I was 7, i dont remember crying... ever
7. But (damn this randomness) I almost cried after some kdramas... almost
8. Which would I prefer IQ or GQ? I say GQ, but its really IQ.
9. I dont fully open up to anyone, not even family.
10. Im a master at misdirection if i want to be...
11. Im curious by nature.
12. In my life I was genuinely depressed just once... and that, ironically was directly after a retreat.
13. I love my brother so much, but i think its better for him, if he didnt know that.
14. I wish i had more friends.
15. My competative edge comes from my dad... allong with the bragging rights
16. Honestly, I think my mom is the perfect woman, perfect blend of wife, mother, and daughter(for grandmother).
17. I can get very passionate about something, and then I burn out just as fast... particularily in relationships.
18. I have had cow brain before. kinda taste like liver
19. Im mediocre at everything
20. Everything I usually tell anyone is usually very trivial... I talk about my poo, or something vulgar, nothing really serious.
21. I enjoy attention, but dont crave it... there is a difference.
22. I cant remember names but my face recognition is impeccable.
23. I have the most fun, just hanging out with friends.
24. Im not too smart.
25. Im not too handsome
26. I make up for it, with my tongue
27. The money at my work place is garbage, but its fun there, so i stay
28. I think my calling from God, is for me to be a missionary when I'm older.... i think.... so for now ill assume that my life will be over at age 50 or 60, and reborn to do permanent missionary works.

29. I hate wen people clip their nails in the subway... so digusting
30. I dont see right and wrong, I see gray(grey?)
31. When I was little I used to lie and say I had Nintendo and Sega Genisis.
32. I was raised harsh, direct quote from my dad "Spartan style" and this was before the movie 300.
33. I hate bugs.
34. I want to build a tree house for my child one day, always wanted to.
35. I envy people with straight hair, instead of my curly (dare i say it) nappy hair.
36. I like making people laugh.
37. I can approach anyone, and start a conversation.
38. I really like babies, but not lil kids. so 0-5 year olds are ok, 6-12 year olds are annoying.
39. I think most senior citizens are cute.
40. Im really lazy... watever ur preception of lazy is, think double or triple for me
41. I dont have many clothes.... winter summer spring fall clothes are all the same. I just wear them differently.
42. When one of my dear friends asked me, when do you want to get married? I said: never Im just going to have a lot of illegitimate children everywhere. This is wat i tell everyone... that is a lie, I want to get married sooner than later, but dont want to get my hopes up, so i leave it to God.
43. Sloth -_-
44. I annoy people.
45. I take pride in getting under someone's skin at least once, or at least knowing the button.
46. I show my fiercest and best side when backed in a corner.
47. When the situation calls for it, I will lead, but will not enjoy it.
48. When I like a girl, I cant sleep... so I end up looking like a panda the next day.
49. When I lie about obvious things, I wait for people to tell me, Im lieing. If they dont, I tell them the truth afterwards...
50. I think speaking korean is better than reading and writing it, but i envy those who can read and write it.
51. Im good at lieing... not something to be proud about, i know
52. I curse too much... especially when Im with my friends and at my brother.
53. I have high hopes for my brother. He better become a rocket scientist or PRESIDENT
54. If Im disappointed I showed it. Especially in terms of restaurants. If you tell me "this place is awesome" and we go and its ... then I will show it, on instinct.

55. I rather have physical pain then emotional pain. Breaking a leg or tearing an ACL is something I can place a gauge on, heartache is something else entirely.
56. When people tell me im stubborn, I ignore or defend myself, but deep down inside I know im stubborn.
57. I drool when I go to sleep tired.
58. I hatehatehate when anyone male/female suck their teeth.
59. I dont bite my nails, I bite the skin around them... canabal.
60. I want to try many different hair styles.
61. I like playing dumb... I will know something about someone, but will play dumb until they tell me themselves.
62. I like starcraft, a lot, too bad im mediocre in that too.
63. I am saving up to buy a house.
64. The house I want to buy, is the house Im living in right now... so my parents are living with me, and not the other way around.
65. I bite my lips until, a slight movement will make them bleed, then I tell myself ill never do it again... then i move on to round 100,000.
66. If I had a chance to wear a different suit everyday, I would.
67. I like Pepsi better.
68. Im want to get really good in table tennis to beat every adult in my church... I dont know why...
69. I like Cocoa Cola slushies better than Pepsi slushies.

70. I dont want to mature, but I slowly see myself doing just that.
71. I buy the most useless things, but take pride that I could.
72. If someone buys me dinner, I would buy them dinner twice, if someone buys me dinner twice, ill buy them dinner three times...
73. I was blessed with good teachers, whether in school or church.
74. I think its appropriate not to mix my different groups of friends together. Especially when you know one side will dominate the other.
75. I dont stress, even wen I should.
76. If someone is depending on me, I do my best.
77. If I can depend on someone, I slack.
78. I dont like being the main role, a walking tree is fine by me.
79. I want to do SOMETHING on my days off from work or school, but nothing productive comes about.
80. I really dont like the term, "it is the will of God" as a explaination to a complex answer... even though it is the correct answer... the point is there should be some process to get to that point.
81. I realized that I speak to adults as if they were my friends... a taboo in korean culture, im sure
82. Im afraid of people getting better than me, in a certain area Im passionate in.
83. Even through this fear I help them improve... no fun otherwise.
84. My brother is a saint, and I contribute his attributes to my tortures.

85. I live for the "now", i dont think too far ahead.
86. I want to date an african girl, just once, to see my parents reaction... they going to look like this O-O
87. My parents are very understanding... that is... after a while.
88. Im doing this thing, when I should be doing two, four page essays
89. I would like to think I am pursuing my passion, for teaching... maybe, hope im correct this time.
90. I envy people who have goals and aspirations.
91. I like to "wing it"... especially when hanging out... Meet and decide wat to do something, everything doesnt have to be planned.
92. I am blood type B, but FOBs who first meet me ask if I am type O... why?
93. When I am at home and its cold. I rather wear a blanket than extra clothes.
94. I rather be cold than hot.
95. I wish I was taller.

96. I cant dance... two left feet.
97. I would like to take some classes on ballroom dancing... actually I did once, a long time ago...
98. My knees creek on rainy days.
99. I was dropped when I was a baby.... twice... may or may not attribute to my slowness
100. By now, you know me a little better
101. Shall we continue?

102. Before high school, I didnt know the invention of boxer briefs.
103. I get bored of people after a while.
104. People get bored of me after a while.

105. I lied before, I remembered crying... Invisible Children...
106. Three of my teeth grew in 3 times... I am a mutation.
107. I dont find Megan Fox that attractive... dont no why...

108. When I highly respect someone, I dropped everything Im doing and do their request

109. I cant respect someone who thinks they know the world, or thinks that they are better than you because they do drugs... disgusting

 

1000.

This is really hard... i regret doing this... but it will continue